death not usually welcome...:(

of course, everyone has a different perspective on the desirability of death, but generally no one welcomes it...while writing the title, suddenly i remembered my beloved friends that already dead...they were also studied in IPG KPI but we were in different courses...last year, Allahyarhamah Ira died in October because of asthma...i was so closed to her as we were in same usrah..while this year students of third semester lost Allahyarhamah Qifa...when i heard that she died at the HUKM..i couldn't believe it and suddenly i cried...although we were not too close but i know her well as our classes were just the next door...I'm afraid when i think about death... Ya Allah...please forgive me and also all the Muslims in this world for everything as if we usually do something wrong and don't think of Allah....Allahuakbar!!!

suicide note...

actually it is a poem..i try to make an analysis on the poem..soon i get to know that the poem is really sad because it was about a girl and she was a student at a college..her parents want her to be something else like being a son for them..the girl cannot fulfill her parents need and it was really make them disappointed of them..when i go through the poem then i notice that there is an expression of regret there...it was a touching poem as i also feel and imagine it when i read through...moral that i get from the poem is we cannot force people in doing something and do not expect that the people can do the best to us..5 stars for the poem..i like it!! :)

 

vices (maksiat)??

it is like a reflection for me and all the people who are Islam in this world..Allahuakbar!! women can easily do any kind of fornication. As we know, there are some kinds of fornication like from mouth or from eyes. But here I was so sad when I looked the other women who come from same religion as me where they wore clothes that do not cover their parts of body as already prescribed in Islam...Especially when it happened in Rmadhan..This is because I am so pity to all the men because they also may get involve in doing the fornication by using the eyes only as they looked at the women..arghhh Subhanallah!! What will happen to the future generation?? Ya Allah...please forgive me because I myself cannot help in solving this matter..As a reminder to everyone, please don't try to sell yourself to others especially from different gender as getting close to them..This is because from that, it may bring to vices (maksiat) n have bad effects..Astaghfirullah...La Taqaf wa La Tahzan..Innallaha Ma'ana...

better to be alone or having friends??

If we are alone, we will feel lonely except if we are 'heartless' and comfortable when we stay alone. Having friends is really wonderful. People always say that it is a special gift from Allah to us. However, we may get problem if we are not taking good care of our friendship. Actually, there should not be any misunderstanding between each other. At the same time, don't let the friendship makes us stress. For example, when we always ask for a help from our friend but we don't know that he or she is having problem. This will make he or she becomes stress with the friendship. People always say that everyone never escape from doing any mistake but I think if we are in that kind of situation, we will not conscious about that. He or she maybe can only stand with us without saying nothing. I also feel the same situation where sometimes I think that I am not doing it sincerely. Then, if we are not doing it for him or her, they may be broken hearts then. So, we should think about it carefully if we don't want it to be prolonged...:(